. . . . . .
really don't know what to feel or to say.
let's just say i've gotten used to not getting any supports on everything i do or did. it's saddening, i know.
not even sure why am i getting so upset for not getting any lately.
is it the feeling of realizing how pathetic my life is or because they don't know how i feel.
not sure.
it's so sad to receive calls, asking about something that is ONLY related to them.
i wonder if they really care.
i'm a teenager, who suffered from depression. what am i supposed to feel.
this is so sad. i'm so sad.
"why are you answering me grumpily?"
fuck it. i'm tired.
